rainy thurs
it's only 00 15 hrs. early Fri morning, finally the end of the week.
thursday has been a cold rainy day.
i've been at home alone with grandma.
trying to get work done while ignoring her insatiable nagging and complains.
i'm cold, lonely and sad.
been feeling off today. i don't know why.
just want to huddle into my huge velvet couch and sip hot chocolate sprinkled with cinnamon.
read a warm movel. Dan Brown's would be good. hide in my sweater. warmth from a table lamp.
don't know what to say also.
i don't think is coz of studies. i don't know what's the reason too.
maybe i am just too tired. maybe i need a rest.
but i did rest. i do eat, sleep and watch anime to relax.
that should be fine.
why am i feeling sad?
i am feeling hurt. i want to cry but i can't. i must be strong.
crying is only for babies.
oh well.... maybe the weather's getting me down.
maybe something has gone wrong and slipped me unnoticed.

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